Chapter 1: A Confession of Creativity

I must admit, Medium has been the reason behind several sleepless nights for me. It’s not that I'm obsessively checking the website or app late at night, nor am I losing sleep over my statistics. I strive for good sleep hygiene, making a point to avoid screens at least thirty minutes before hitting the hay.

Yet, why is it that my most brilliant ideas come to me just as I’m settling down to sleep?

Trying to drift off with a mind racing full of article concepts is like battling with a full bladder—an exercise in futility. Behind my closed eyelids, a captivating headline blinks in bright neon. Ideas start ringing in my mind like a bell.

Thoughts form into bullet points that I can almost visualize on an imaginary screen, just like a teleprompter.

Suddenly, I'm wide awake, staring at the dark ceiling. My thoughts flit back and forth as I craft an opinion piece in my mind.

To the left: Role models play a vital role in inspiring us to better ourselves through their admirable traits.

To the right: But Calista, how do we reconcile this with the reality that uncritically celebrated role models often overlook deep-rooted societal issues that require more than just individual effort to tackle?

For insights into this inner dialogue, check out this article:

Why I Don’t Have a Role Model

Humans aren’t meant to be idolized, not even the Queen.

My enthusiastic mind has pushed me to create pieces I never thought I would attempt on this platform, including humorous personal essays.

The Day I Was Caught Red-handed

Forgive me, I was only six!

Of course, it takes a community.

Inspired by Jason’s innovative writing prompts, I’ve found myself exploring new ideas. His latest prompt is especially creative—it's bound to spark thoughts among many of us.

Lara’s insightful piece, ‘An Introvert in Love is One Chatty Introvert,’ got me contemplating the perceptions of introverts and their relationship with conversation—do we truly despise small talk, or are we simply misrepresented?

As I continue to read, reflect, and write, I’m relishing my growth as a writer. I’m gradually discovering not only my unique voice but also my identity. There’s no rush to find my niche; I'm eager to explore topics that captivate me without hesitation.

I find myself in the opposite of what some may call a creative slump, and I’m savoring every moment. This phase may not last indefinitely—such is the nature of a writer's journey—but I intend to ride this creative wave for as long as possible.

What about you? I’d love to hear where you find inspiration, when your creativity peaks, and how you get your writing gears turning.

In the meantime, good night.

Chapter 2: External Inspirations

In the video, "Dealing with Grief w/ Psychic Medium John Edward," the discussion revolves around navigating the complexities of grief and finding creative outlets during challenging times.

The official lyric video "Ruth B. & Dean Lewis - 28" captures the essence of emotional storytelling through music, resonating with those seeking inspiration from different mediums.