Chapter 1: Cherished Beginnings

Dear Little Michael, your journey began in the U.S. Virgin Islands, specifically on the island of St. Croix. You made your entrance into the world as 'Michael Anthony Reynoso', weighing over 7 pounds at 5:17 p.m., and were nurtured by your loving mother.

From the moment you arrived, a circle of loved ones enveloped you, creating an atmosphere filled with warmth and affection. Although your mother was balancing work and caring for you along with your three siblings, you always felt cherished and protected. As you grew, you began to experience life more fully.

You were blissfully unaware that you were living in the moment of childhood. You enjoyed the little luxuries, like your uncle making you sandwiches daily. Together, you both would stroll to McDonald’s for lunch, creating joyful memories.

One day, while walking hand in hand with your uncle, a few stray dogs approached, causing you to feel frightened. With a swift motion, your uncle used his stick to shoo them away, ensuring your safety. Each night, before drifting off to sleep, your grandmother would gently guide you through the prayer of ‘Psalms 23’, teaching you the importance of faith, even if you didn’t fully grasp its meaning at the time.

You would greet each new day by kissing your grandmother and showering your mother with hugs whenever she came to see you. Attending new schools brought you excitement, but your playful spirit often led to misunderstandings and conflicts with others, which left you feeling isolated.

You faced challenges that labeled you with a “learning disability” and made you feel inadequate. Struggling with stuttering and difficulty in completing homework, you often sought refuge with your grandmother instead. Despite your mother’s best intentions, you craved solitude.

Tragically, your grandmother suffered a stroke and was admitted to the hospital. Witnessing her departure brought you immense sorrow, leading to a tight embrace with your uncle as tears streamed down your face.

A few days later, you and your uncle visited her in the hospital. Upon seeing her, you rushed to her side, showering her with hugs and kisses, unaware that this would be your final visit while she was still vibrant. As her time drew near, you and your mother arrived to find her resting quietly.

In a poignant moment, she asked, “Where is that boy who used to come and kiss me?” Though she no longer recognized your mother, she knew you in her final moments.

Sadly, your grandmother passed away at the age of 79, having lived a life filled with love and service, including caring for foster children and raising your mother and uncle.

During her funeral, the rain poured as a reflection of the joy she brought to the world. You approached her casket, touched her cold skin, and allowed your tears to flow. After the sermon, as you bid her farewell one last time, you and your family continued on with your lives, despite the heavy heart.

A year later, the loss struck again when your uncle passed away due to a second stroke. The grief was profound, yet you didn’t know what the future held. With divine guidance, your family—your mother, siblings, and you—relocated to the States for a fresh start.

Conclusion: A Message of Strength

Be strong, dear Michael. While you may have lost your grandmother and uncle, you are surrounded by the unwavering support of your wonderful mother and three amazing siblings.

You are not a mistake; you are a miracle. You hold immense worth and, above all, you have always been loved. No matter where life takes you, remember to have courage, for God is always with you.

Believe in Him and hold on to this truth, little Michael.

Chapter 2: Musical Reflections

Ambar Lucid's heartfelt song "A letter to my younger self" captures the essence of reflection and love for one's past.

Quinn XCII and Logic's "A Letter To My Younger Self" offers a powerful reminder of growth and self-acceptance through the years.